To the One Who’s Tired of Trying

Heyy people!!!
I’m writing after a very long time.
Lately, I haven’t really been feeling like myself… not feeling good enough. So today, I just thought — let me write it all down. Not for sympathy, not for attention, but maybe just to let it out, for me.

It’s okay to be the worst in someone’s story, even when all you did was try your best the whole time. You never did anything wrong — you were just misunderstood again and again. You did what they liked, you prioritized their happiness, their comfort, their opinion. You kept thinking, “Will this hurt them? What will they think?”.You made sacrifices, gave up friendships, stayed quiet,and after all that, you still ended up hearing things like “I’ll cut off every relation with you” or “ You are Dead to them.”

Boom!! thats where you lose…

You break inside a little every time, but somehow keep showing up — hoping one day they’ll see the real you.

What hurts even more is you can never truly be yourself around them. Always editing your words, hiding your truth, shaping yourself into someone they might accept — and still, it’s never enough. And sometimes, a complete stranger makes you feel safer than the people who claim they’re here to protect you. Let’s accept it – sometimes the people closest to you judge you the most.
And then you are being reminded again and again that you have to live on their terms, the way they want it because they are “paying” for you. It makes you question your own worth, makes you feel like you owe your life.

So the conclusion becomes very clear: all you need is money.
Because the moment you have that, you don’t owe anyone anything.
This whole concept of love, care, and family — sometimes it really feels like it’s all just words. Because no one actually shows it.

With Love❤️ Priyanshi Agarwal

Friends

Once there were two friends named Stefan and Klaus. They went to same school and use to spend most of the time together. They slowly became close friends and most of the other students were jealous of their friendship as there was nobody in the whole school campus who can detach them from each other. They use to eat together, play together ,study together and even went to the same college. Time flews very fast and so it happened here too they got graduated and got jobs in different cities . On their last day of college they promised to be in contact with each other and will keep meeting in every month or two. Both of them were unhappy to leave each other. They went out to live their lives and the promise was been kept for a year but then both got busy with their lives and none had time to even bother for other one.

Time passes with a swiss. Both of them were earning well and enjoying their life. Once they got a letter from one of their old friends who had organized a reunion party. They all had gathered at their friends house in Mystic Falls (their hometown). Everyone was too excited to meet the old crowd. The happiness on Stefan and Klaus’s face on seeing each other was beyond measures. They hugged each other. All of the friends enjoyed and danced and had merry time together. Stefan asked Klaus if he would like to stay with him at Stefan’s house as it was too late for him to travel to Atlanta and it was a long time after which the two friends met. Klaus was also eager to spend some time with his childhood best friend and he agreed. Both of the them were on the way to Stefan’s house and were talking to each other. Suddenly Stefan’s mind was diverged and the car got out of his control and it got smashed into a wall.

Stefan opened his eyes and he was lying in a white room with a lot of equipments and machines near him and a doctor was standing there too. He was then told that he is in the city hospital and when they met with the accident he was unconscious and people living their called for the ambulance and he is in the hospital since one and a half day. He then asked about Klaus but doctor told him that Klaus is still Unconscious and he also asked Stefan what relation he has with Klaus. Stefan told him that Klaus is his friend and he then learns an unfortunate truth. Doctor had found that Klaus was suffering from blood cancer and he has a very little time left as he had reached the 3rd stage. This was very shocking for Stefan. He went in Klaus room and hold his hand and tears were flowing down from his eyes and he softly spoke something and started going out of the room. His presence recovered Klaus and he opened his eyes and saw Stefan walking out but he was unable to say anything.

Time passed out once again everything become same as it was before. No contact between old friends. Stefan haven’t met Klaus after that last meeting in the hospital. Everyone got indulged in their work. Klaus got a transfer to Mystic Falls. He tried to call Stefan but Stefan never picked his call and he also didn’t read his messages. Stefan thought that might Klaus will be needed with money for his treatment but Stefan was not in a stable condition to supply him with money and it will be too disappointing for Klaus to listen no from his dearest friend.

One day Stefan was reading the newspaper as usual but today it was a different vision. He was unable to read from a normal distance and the words appear to be blur. He immediately fixed a meeting with the opthalmologist. After examing Stefan doctor told him that his optic nerve is getting weaker day by day and within a month he will totally lost his vison. Stefan had nowhere to go and he considered it as his fate. Klaus saw him coming out of the clinic and called him but since Stefan was in a shock he never heard him. Klaus went inside the clinic and learned about Stefan’s problem.

After a week Stefan got a call from the eye center and doctor told him that there is a person who donated his eyes and Stefan can go under surgery. Stefan was happy on knowing this and soon went for the surgery. After surgery Stefan asked the Doctor that who had donated his eyes for him.Doctor gave him a letter and said ” It will be better if you yourself find out the person”.

Stefan read

” Hello my friend. If you are reading this letter that means everything went alright. When you will get this letter I won’t be there to enjoy with you on your precious day. I was always your best friend and will continue to be so. Please do not cry after knowing the truth cause I won’t be there to hold you. You remember how we use to play together and everyone in the school and college was jealous of our friendship but time has wings and it flewed so fast that our fate was ending up in this manner but I had a chance to save you and so I did. Now after death I will see the world through you. Do not forget to visit all of my favourite places which I always want to. I was indebt to your friendship for me but now my all the debts are cleared. I am dead but not our friendship cause I am goona haunting you in the form of Spirits….

Have a happy life ahead

Your loving Friend

Klaus

Reading this Stefan was in tears and had no word for Klaus sacrifice for him……

Your’s Sincerely🤘🏼🤘🏼

Priyanshi Agarwal